February 10, 2010

3 out of 21 years of my life are missing... I must have left the pause button on. I still don't know what happened. I skipped so many things. The last thing I remember of my old life is me taking this pills that used to burn my brain or something close to that...than BLANK. Same shit every single day for 3 years in a row. Same happenings, different people. And I still don't know what I'm doing wrong. It's just this scene going on and on like forever and I don't know what can I do to stop it and move forward. Just how long is it gonna take before I spot the crucial mistake I'm making?