June 06, 2010

It's been about five days since I live in this yellow dress eating strawberries, not giving up my coffee dose but increasing it up to six cups a day. It's also been five days since I think I'm developing this crush on Joseph Stalin.
My music sort of left me. I keep thinking if I'm allowed to miss certain things yet and I keep thinking of days of mid September. I'm scared of the fact that I might be growing roots here. There are some immoral things that I wish to do... I know they wouldn't cost me too much guts, but they still have this "price" that... I'm not sure about... *confused*