Sometimes life takes you places from where there is no going back. Eleven years later...back to the same spot from which you need to toughen up and it only got worse. Worse to adapt. A dead end, a point where all hope suddenly fades. A situation beyond any control. It's the course of life that no one can stop. You just need to face it and try to move beyond. Sometimes there just isn't any turning back. You're bound to lose. Nothing, not even prayers can stop the irreversible from happening. Everyone gets to this point and no one is ever truly prepared for it. They sometimes say the biggest mistake you can make is believe you have time.